Saturday, November 21, 2009

game over.

today it feels like the world is over. I kinda wish it really was the end of the world, then i could just end..none of this bullshit being strong and living on through.

life sucks.

Im now planing Thailand for one. It's fucked, and depressing. I don't want to have to book rooms for two for one person.

I'm all alone and lonely and its raining. a very glum day indeed.

Wednesday, November 11, 2009


loving summer.
what an epic start its been. end of exams.
partying sessions.
but i have an issue.
i need a tissue.
i got a problem on my mind.
it won't go away either.
ah well at least its nothing serious.
just irritating.
i hate when people let you down.
the rollercoaster.
friendships suck sometimes.
i just need to vent.
fuck you issue.
go away. stop ruining life.
in and out. i have personal problems. clearly
i wish you'd end like a bridge in a song.
short. refreshing. suprising.
its hard enough working out who i am.
let alone who you are.
you're breaking me. loose ends and pointless hopes.
friends don't do this.
yet its still what you ask of me.
there's people that make the pain cease.
boyfriends. best friends. good tunes.
but still you come in between.
your music used to make me dance.
now its the type i feel like dying to.
repetitive. predictable. ongoing.
like a cd with the same song on repeat.
despite the obvious task.
both taking different paths.
ill always care for you.
you amuse me.
the chase. the buzz. the fun. the excitement. the challenge.
it will kill me.
on a better note.
im on holidays and to celebrate i get to work 8 hrs tomorrow

Tuesday, November 10, 2009

Factory Girl.

I love you. Your freedom. Your spirit.
"Edith Minturn Sedgwick: beautiful artist and actress... ...and all around loon. ...Remembered for setting the world on fire...and escaping the clutches of her terrifying family....Made friends with eeeeverybody, and anybody...creating chaos and uproar wherever she went. Divorced as many times as she married, she leaves only good wishes behind. "

ghetto fabulous.

I've had a ephifany. dont know how to spell it. who cares right.

One exam left. tomorrow is downer day. as in down with exams. up with par-tay.

Ive had an exceptional amount of partying and going out lately, including Melbourne Cup eve, Stakes day, Sorrys, Saint etc. Beach day with my bestie tomorrow and then KANPAI. check it . chapel street. amazing jap.

loving Phoenix still.

They say an end can be a start
Feels like I've been buried yet I'm still alive
It's like a bad day that never ends
I feel the chaos around me
A thing I don't try to deny
I'd better learn to accept that
There are things in my life that I can't control
If I ever feel better
Remind me to spend some good time with you
You can give me your number
When it's all over I'll let you know

someone i hold dear opened me to this track.

in other news. this is for my teeny tiny jessica lay. who inspires me to love fashion more. i wish i had as much style as her and her little posse at her age. i'd be even cooler now :p
if you read this possum. dont ever grow up too much. embrace being little and cute and happy and sweet, it will get you places.

bestie. liza b and i are really in love lately. we're rocking on our awesome dates.

Fashion wise. Im loving this.

Sunday, November 1, 2009

Just Shoot Me.

I love floral. All things floral. Especially these Trashions.

Loving these FLORAL DOCS, I'm going to have a serious hunt in Thailand for them.

Dope Floral Leggings. I bagged me a pair of florals not to long ago. I heart.
Dope Little Indie Chick.

I Heart Trash. I am Trash.

Cute Iddie Biddie Pinafore thingie.

This is CUTE!! Love this outfit.

Going out tonight, which for me is a fair effort. I'm almost back to my normal energy. I may need a red bull or two though to kick start my engine!!
I may even post pictures.

-Eaten serious banana bread.